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Safe and Sound and Fury

by Lee Zangari

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the sign has been defaced, "jesus saves and then he scores." i hate it when you say that when it rains it really pours peace and love and light and heat! eat and run and hide and seek and destroy! safe and sound and fury! safe and sound and fury! i up and left and right now there's been some kind of hue and cry men with high and tight crowns spill from the five by five and dime click and drag and drop and roll! flesh and blood and guts and glory hole in one! safe and sound and fury! safe and sound and fury! heart and soul on piano my part is what i like the least do you think that good old daniel might have already trained the beast? kiss and tell me what to do far and wide awake, i knew that you do what you do what you do what you do what you do what you do what you do that you do what you do what you do what you do what you do what you do what you do here and now and then and there! hard and fast and loose and free and fair and square! up and down and out and in! long and short and sweet and sour lime and gin! safe and sound and fury! safe and sound and fury! safe and sound and fury! safe and sound and fury!
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Kam Man 03:07
the mightiest bird in the sky rests its head on the thigh of optimus prime i have buried my knife in the garden sending out texts close to three to make sure that you've seen all the things on tv i have buried my keys to the kingdom all alone in kam man in the late afternoon he watches himself on the camera, blurry face passing through i have buried the news that you brought me optimus prime wants to throw the great bird from his bones but it's already flown i have buried the stones from the cherries all alone in kam man in the late afternoon we're watching ourselves on the camera, blurry shapes passing through i have buried the news that you brought me
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my companion in grief we know that pleasure is brief the length of an insect life a spider in the night, a friend i don’t want by my side eight eyes look at me and they don’t know i’m alive they don’t know what’s inside of me little marie antoine lives in a box tiny and intoxicated everybody is gone and though the party was long it felt like it never arrived all those kinds of pie, did you find out what’s inside? why look at me? i don’t know what i like i don’t know what to try to be little marie antoine lives in a box tiny and inoculated it’s meant to be handled it’s meant to be loved but it’s never enough i’m friends with a dancer and she takes off her gloves in the middle of winter the joint of her thumb is dry on the number of little marie antoine who lives in a box tiny still and automated at the close of the day we will have nothing to say i’ll reach out and shut the light i've never seen you cry, but the silence is so nice lie down with me i don’t know what i like i don’t know what’s inside of me little marie antoine, our little talks leave me dry and aggravated we’re meant to be living we’re meant to begin the bruise on my shin — i’m friends with a dancer and she eases me in at the end of the platform the tilt of her chin transfixes all comers and little marie antoine lives in a box tiny and intoxicated
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Demons 03:52
i don't know who it's for but i found a note in your jacket on the back of the door it said, "i don't remember the name of the war, but i wanted to defend her, and i came up short." if i've never really looked at you before, i'm sorry for it the more i try to see your smile for what it is, the more it seems to change the light is laughing as it plays across your face, and then it fades my mask as a wrestler would be purple and green if these have been the best years of my life, then that's obscene you carried the takeout balanced on your knees and you walked into that fake house like the girl of someone's dreams if i could feed a piece of me to beasts, i think i'd do it last night i made a list of what i knew and when i knew it and it didn't look like much because there isn't much i know and even so... when i want to believe in demons, then i find i don't i'm in the mood to eat something alive what i'd really like to do is somehow never die i think i could believe in demons if i really tried i've never really looked at you before; i'm sorry for it the more i try to see your smile for what it is, the more it seems to change the light is laughing as it plays across your face, and then it fades
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my job is i’m the weatherman for channel sixty-two and i want to get together, man but it’s really up to you we’ll try for tuesday night before the waning of the light before the storm comes in and buries us in white i read the news, it said rain’s due in your head the clouds around your eyes mean i might never see your face again the news, it changes every day the anchor’s name is patience and she never liked me anyway my love, keep me posted i wake up in the morning and i tie my favorite tie and i issue out a warning for the snow that’s six feet high afraid i’m booked this week unless we find a time to meet between the hailstorm and the flooding in the street i read the news, it said rain’s due in my heart the clouds around your eyes mean i might never find a place to start the news, it changes every day the anchor’s name is richard and he never liked me anyway my love, keep me posted the seasons change and i can’t see the green screen but i know it’s bound to rearrange my love, keep me posted i read the news, it said rain’s due in my heart the clouds around your eyes mean i might never find a place to start the news, it changes every day the anchor’s name is iordan and they never liked me anyway my love, keep me posted keep me posted (x 4)
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Kiss of Life 03:47
late the other night i had planned to tell you what i meant to do no one ever lies anymore, you felt you almost missed the days when they used to when you were little, we all had the blues it’s just what you do, it’s true, in school you looked like somebody famous and that gold ring had no one to claim it but you once you said to me that you thought you’d never fall in love again then you tapped your knee, sighed, and checked the weather, or were you still and silent? i forget while we were waiting, i said you’d regret that need to pretend, and when you said, "there is no need to be angry" a choir of angels stood up and sang me a tune doo doo doo… friday candles race, sweating little white pearls which will burn out first? sadly, in my case, you could fill the whole world with what i don’t remember or observe deep in the weekend i work up the nerve to call it absurd that no one earns their place on earth, it’s a gift but some rich men dance while you are as stiff as a broom doo doo doo… do you think I haven’t said it at all?` was it a kiss or the kiss of life, can’t recall my name or who to blame for it do you think it’s you who writes on the wall? it either fits, or it’s fitful and that is all I’d give you if you came for it kick the snack machine, that’s just masochism here we are again pay to fix your teeth, just live with your vision tuesdays free for children under ten nobody says much and nobody’s friends is that how it ends? depends, but when i’m inside out on the table oh kiss of life, i thought it was shameful and rude doo doo doo…
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i threw out my knife collection hallowed as it was i cut out the whole midsection now i'm in the running for a lack thereof part-time angel, full-time thief never use this list of words, they make you sound weak there's a hole in your heart but it still tries to beat i made out my will in jest and left me all my beds all the ones i ever slept in unmade, untouched, and just like when i left, unwed frisbee behind cvs as yet undiscovered bottleneck nice local girls and well, you know the rest what a waste of of day, to carry on this way is so feminine and strange then again, no danger of surrender if you're dead ursula said the center is joy, not happiness, i don't know what she meant part-time angel, full-time thief never use this list of words if you ever wanna eat there's a hole in your heart where the ends didn't meet and we teased you then, didn't we? greasy, over easy, something's on your mind wheezy, people-pleasy, counting all your dimes racerback girl with portrait eyes never use this list of words if you wanna be my bride there's a hole in your heart where the blood won't decide you know, something that i've found the body sticks around, unsupervised, unsound everyone's recovering from babel in the end oh, when you said that life was a chore and you lay back down, what was it you meant? answer to the name of nothing listen at the door sit here with your ankles touching until somebody asks you what you're waiting for part-time angel, full-time thief never use this least of words, they make you sound weak there's a hole in your heart but it still tries to beat part-time angel, full-time thief never use this list of words, they make you sound weak there's a hole in your heart where the song won't repeat
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after rosh hashanah, the old man despairs it's up to me and donna to finish the apples and pears cut the bruise out with a knife i can count the years of my life on my two hands somewhere a band plays "lover man" wonder where you've got to with egg on your face don't do what you ought to though tuesday you turn twenty-eight everybody needs some time but i can count the years of this night on my two hands and man, gddamn, ain't it bland? in the backseat you tell me that you told me so and though i don't know what that could mean i'm nodding along like i do oh, the truth is no one knows the truth does gd only do what she has to? make some room when donna plays hangman, it's a pointless game it's all the same slang and every other time it's her name somehow still we guess all night drawing shoes, a face, and a tie to save the man we name him stan, he's still standing rosy-cheeked and tipsy, you play us a song and though i don't know what it could be i'm nodding along like i do oh, the truth is i don't think it's true that you only do what you have to, make some room a pinch of salt over your shoulder guarantees immunity, that's what my grandma told me like ladies with dogs, as we get older, every week i look more like you or do you look more like me? i don't think it's funny how much you're alone i'll bribe you with real money to get you to talk on the phone everybody has a light but i can count the times i've seen mine on my two hands i'll serve the man overhand under the arch you say i look like me and though i don't know what that could mean, we're moving along like i do, oh, the truth is none of this is new if gd only does what she has to, make some room
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she lives in brookline across from my old job she’d’ve been here by lunchtime but wasn’t fast enough anyone would, anyone would stop before you came along anyone would, anyone would stop she works in margarine “a taste you can believe” she tucks my one dress shirt in she’s rolling up my sleeves anyone would, anyone would leave me while i’m off my feet anyone would, anyone would leave above the street lines that never meet make places birds can be step off the T nod your head at me umbrellas heavy, sleek it’s strange but not unheard of the first day my of my third love she walks home at midnight the road is sown with salt she eats the chocolate outside but spits out the malt anyone would, anyone would stop before you if they saw anyone would, anyone would stop anyone would, anyone would stop before you if they saw anyone would, anyone would stop
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from whose belly came forth the ice? who gave birth to the frost of heaven? in the last of the failing light, there's nothing much to show and nothing much to go on and i stand in the snow, trying to write some kind of a koan or a psalm or a diatribe the train is late, it's early, now it's running back in time water congeals like stone and the surface of the deep compacts the sky is a plane of bone, and bluejays shout at thieves now clean right through to springtime and i stand in the snow, trying to write some kind of a koan or a psalm or a diatribe the train is late, it's early, now it's running back in time laminate songbirds and frame them like photographs i bet the whole world would pay to be done with all that– i was born on my mother's back i met a juggler in leather gloves they tossed the balls too fast to see they say it's your turn to be in love to taste a honey cake as wonderful as eden and i stand in the snow, trying to fight some kind of a groan, or the sigh of an anchorite the train is late, it's early, now it's running back in time the train is late, it's early, now it's running back in time

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"The only thing that makes life possible is permanent, intolerable uncertainty: not knowing what comes next."

- Ursula K. Le Guin, The Left Hand of Darkness

Words and music by Lee Zangari. Recorded and mixed by Joe Clapp at Ultrasound Productions in Hanover, MA. Mastered by Carl Saff.

Thank you to Will Hall, Joe Clapp, Jay Psaros, Jaz Twersky, Josh Goodman, Euan Brown, WBUR FM, the whole Chess Co. crowd, and my family.

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released March 3, 2024

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Lee Zangari Boston, Massachusetts

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